right , going-to-be 7mnths anniversary relationship.
i seriously hope we can last longer , like whad uu 've promise .
but now , since we 've been quarrel-ed fr almost d whole week , i guess we cant last .
just threw all ur promise into d bin .
uu 've d key t unlock my dear .
whad's
or maybb , i shld felt happy , b'cause uu are happy to .
i pull a long face , not attempt t cheer me up , but try & give up .
i hate it .
whnever this happen , seriously i feel like walking away .
uu can eventually just leave me aside ,heckcare-ing me . Right ?
this show uu need me ? idontthink so .
none of this quarrel never fall t make me cry , NONE .
i really dk if uu were hide-ing thingys frm me .
i touch-ed a packet of cig or something inside ur pocket , i guess so.
& uu pass it t edwin . ha ,uu sure uu didnt even take a puff ?
i just ask uu , did uu smoke , 'yes' or 'no' .
uu said , if uu think have jiu have .
whad uu mean by that ?
IF UU were me , whad do uu feel ?
That why i THINK uu have , & i wanna ask uu .
i shldnt have ask uu perhards .
ONCE i ask uu , we ALRD end up quarreling .
how t communicate ?! HOW TO ?.
seriously now , i'm reallyreallyreallyreally dk whad t do .
i shldnt have control uu . Do things uu want .
i dont care now .
idk whad uu thinking , if uu really didnt smoke ,uu shld have make me believe uu .
but not saying ' if uu think 've jiu have . '
my hears really hurts , hurts badly .Very badly !!
& i cry like an idiot infront of comp now .
i 've no chance t say thingys in my heart .
i will still trust uu .
perhards , ur feeling alrd fade .
everything will come t an end .
ily boy .
sorry , but i post it out here .
ily .